So, I have a huge apology to make. To Mcsexy. Turns out I read him all wrong. To be fair, my conclusions were seemingly justified and shared by a friend of mine, but having spent time with him getting to know him and having a laugh, it turns out i totally pre-judged him.
We all have a public persona. Certain elements of ourselves we magnify and project. A good persona is a defense mechanism; helps stop people seeing your weaker side. If you're a proud person, like both he and I are, you don't want to be seen as incapable or fragile.
But he is a much better guy than I gave him credit for. And Im embarassed at how little I had thought of him. Goes to show I was being judgemental when I really had no right to be.
The truth is, I would be happy to have him as a friend in my life. Because he is surprisingly sweet and good. Not a bastard, not a player, not a shit.
Sorry honey.
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